Traumatized.

It’s only oneee more week to CT!
And I don’t seem to be doing anything about it..

Anyways, I’ve been rather affected lately. Noo, not by any virus or anything.. It’s just something within me no one knows about, only I have to deal with. It seems to happening right before me, hope I take it well. Sigh. Reality can be harsh that way. It’s just that when the hope you’re clinging on to fades……. It can be quite hard to take.

And if you think that’s why I’ve been pretty darn lame these days, haha. You’re wrong!

Oh, I really think chocolates make me happier. I was kinda down on Friday, really wanted to stay home at night and just munch on my bar of chocs..(saved that for Sunday) but well, I decided to go to the airport at 1am instead to send my dad off. Yes, my dad left too.. just me and mum at home now. Parents decided to give up two rooms for rent though, either to np students or my bro’s students from Myanmar coming down here. I hope it’s good news for me.

This year’s V day was.. just another day I guess. There were the chocolates and goodies, but I didn’t really feel the V day spirit. But I donated blood that day! Haha, for some reason, I thought they would reject me so I was just trying my luck there. Guess what? They didn’t! And to think the thickness of the needle would have been enough to scare me. Oh well, it wasn’t that bad.. The anesthetic hurt a lil’ but everything was fine after that. Feels good to do something good. =)