Choice.

Thought the gp passage a few days back a bit appealing to me. Are we better off with absolute freedom of choice or have that freedom restricted? I guess I could argue both ways..I'm never really good at making decisions anyway. On one hand, if I had the freedom to make a choice, I'll be rather hesitant and the thought "what if this is the wrong move" kinda thing would be going through my mind. Plus, my mind is indeed fickle. On the other hand, no one really likes to have that freedom restricted anyway.

Speaking of choice, I'm really being quite indecisive about my future career options. Past few years, I've changed my mind a few times already. Apparently, most career options just don't appeal to me. And yes, I'm really considering nursing, although I never really saw myself as one. And I 've a hunch my mum isn't exactly behind me on this. Still, I've always had a thing for working in a hospital. A surgical nurse would be cool! (hey, don't laugh k) haha. Have to admit that's a bit inspired from grey's anatomy. At least now I'll be aiming towards that.. I think. Provided I don't change my mind anytime soon. Talk about being fickle..

Reality Check.

Don't you just love the feeling of lying in bed at night, all snugged up in the blanket, thinking about stuffs stuffs stuffs. haha, lately lotsa things have been going through my mind. Partly cause its the weekends(weekdays,I flop right into bed and knock out in two mins). Anyway, one of which is this-
It's mid April now..Not counting the entire month of june, bearing in mind grad day is mid october.. technically, we only have 5 more months of school! Which is a real short time if you ask me. Weeks seem to be flying past now.. and I'll reaaaally miss school. I know it's the A levels I should be more worried about, but school plays a big part too.
Know the saying "Think before you speak". I think I ought to do just that more often. I just hate it when the slip of my tongue causes me to say something I'll regret later. Not that it happens a lot, I just feel like crap when it does. And that's when sorry won't make a difference I guess, neither can you take back what you say. which sux! ahh.