This is kinda long overdue post and what I meant to say has kinda lost its significance to me. Yes, one week can change things. Not that my opinion has changed, I still think you're mean. And well, I'm not clinging on that anymore, just bury it.
Another thing I don't understand is why some get so worked up about something like that. And then to take it out on me? when my "wrongdoing" was to be in favour of what I like. oh well.
A lotta things happened in the span of one week. Did I tell you I killed 22 cockroaches in my house when I was all alone? They were all baby ones, like tad bit bigger than the size of an ant, but still.. gross stuff. I was like standing on a chair and spraying the insecticide. haha
Had 2 spa's this week which I was not exactly very prepared for, especially bio. I was like dead tired on thursday when I came back and I fell right into bed after merely reading it thru'. Cant believe I did that, I don't usually.
oh and miss Low's comments just made me especially sad. I kinda guessed it was coming tho' cause I just know I'm writing crap lately. and gp exam is like what? 5 days away? wonder what can salvage me now.
hmm, and I fell down yet again. Like what's new right? I seem to be super clumsy la. I got abrasion at the SAME spot where I fell down the last time. -.- Thankfully it was just minor cuts(fell at grand stand).
And I baked cheeseeeeeeecake! (: For some random reason. Wanted to just bake something with LOTSA chocolate but the recipe didn't work out so I just baked a plain cheesecake. The only wrong thing I did was to pour in the whole can of condensed milk! hahah. Just imagine how sweet it is la. But it's still good(cause I made it) heh.
+ prata and bandung dinosaur = sinful sinful sinful foodstuff. but it rawks.
And I'm seriously driving myself crazyy listening to that stupid song "I drive myself crazy" over and over againnnn in my house. arghh.

A time to be born, and a time to die

A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, And a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

gawwwwwwd. I suck at pool! seriously, if there's one person you could laugh at while playing pool, it's me. haha. I think the white ball has something against me. oh, and there was this foozeball table when we entered mambo.. I was telling cariann about it and the cashier guy probably overheard us and he asked me if I played fooze ball, and I could sign up for sth like that. coolness.
Had a nice long conversation with my brother yesterday, when my parents weren't around. I was just rambling on and on about everything here, like the good ol' days when he was here. sigh, I sure miss him. And one of the reasons being I could tell him anything and everythingg. anyway, I can't wait to go over and see what's it's like in Myanmar, can't wait for his big day. ahah

We're never in control of our lives aren't we. We can't really control what happens around us. Maybe it's a combination of fate, destiny and karma. Karma sure does sting by the way. But above all, I know He's watching everything. And if this is the worst of my problems, I should feel blessed, very blessed.

Decided to do a short follow up on cari's post. I soo agree with that, "what doesn't break you only makes you stronger". Still, that said, I'm real scared of going through something like that all over again. Just thought I could never trust myself again, for being naive and what-not. ah well, the past happened for reasons I can't comprehend, and won't try to. I'm believing everything happens for a reason.. so yeah.
Rushed to church yesterday after some failed mother's day shopping. And I finally filled my pastamania craving! I really don't know what mum would like, we have such contradicting taste. Chocolate's probably the safest option now. Felt a sudden need to pray and just heal all those feelings within me. There I was, in complete realization that God loves me so much and I'm fretting about other things that shouldn't really matter anyway. How silly could I be.. I need that faith that He's right there beside me, that the paths I take from now on are guided and I'll make the right decisions.
ohh, and you know something. I alwayss wondered how two guys, or two girls for that matter could really love each other. I used to think it's all made up in their heads or something. haha but well, after reading colin&kero's blog, they're like so sweet towards each other. I really don't think they're making it up, they genuinely feel for each other. hmmm. how interesting.